I don’t know what to do
Well what’s knew? hah I never know what to do!
But it just seems to be getting worse. :/ I know I’m totally causing this problem myself though.
He’s supposed to be “off limits”. There’s supposedly some “unwritten code” that says so.
I mean I’m not one for breaking rules, but at this point I’m not following them either.
I just keep thinking I’ve spent a lot of my life doing whatever it took to make EVERYONE ELSE happy. And now maybe I am “breaking” some rules, but maybe this will make ME happy for once.
Is it worth the risk?
What to do? What to do?
